shiznit

I'm just going to ignore the fact that I haven't posted for months.  Completely ignore it.

Even though I haven't spent a lot of time dwelling on what happened over Easter, I haven't had much motivation to do things.  I've just been wandering along with everything tucked just below the surface.

I haven't really made anything much lately, and I've really missed it.  I've been very busy with the kids - and to be perfectly honest for a long while there I was so exhausted each night and busy most weekends that I have struggled to find some time just to chill out and noodle around in my studio.

I'm not sure why I haven't felt like updating, but I've just been feeling so bland and boring that I don't think I could even have thought of anything to say.

At present I am supposed to be organising a baby shower for a friend of mine, but I'm not very confident about it.  The date is coming up in a few weeks, and I haven't really done anything, I've been futzing around focussing on minor details, which will end up getting me into a lot of trouble,  If the truth be known I actually don't want to do it.  I don't want to organise it, I'd rather just attend.  I had my moment about two weeks ago to tell her that I wasn't comfortable organising it, but I let it pass, so for whatever reason I have to deliver (so to speak) whether I want to or not.  It's such a special thing, I really don't want to fuck it up though.

Perhaps I'm not over my moaning and groaning - shit.  I thought I was.

Damn!

posted by: blytheswideshut at October 07, 2006 10:47 | link | comments (3) |

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#1  09 October 2006 - 23:33

 

Hmm, it is definitely not fun to do something that you don't want to do. Do you have any mutual friends that can help out with the shower planning?
I'm sorry that you've been feeling so blah lately. I hope that you get your groove back soon.

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#2  19 October 2006 - 21:04

 

I never ever want to do anything if a deadline is imposed so I would hate to organise a baby shower. But look on the bright side at least you can blog about the event! Thanks for your comments on Doris Day I was beginning to think noone else out there loved her.

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#3  12 November 2006 - 04:29

 

I'm not sure why I haven't felt like updating, but I've just been feeling so bland and boring that I don't think I could even have thought of anything to say.

i'm going through this right now. i sometimes can't even get motivated to cook dinner or take a shower :(

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