getting there

I really want to thank everyone again for their kind words, comments and support in response to my fat post.

A number of things have come of that post, and I want to share them.

I have been able to see the true source of my anger.

I have come to understand myself more deeply and clearly than ever before.

I have found a new level of acceptance and maturity about who and what I am.

I can honestly say that I like who I am, but I do not like how other people treat me because of it.

I hate how I'm treated, not how I look.

I hate that I have become such a doormat.  That everytime anyone says anything about weight, exercise, health - anything I go into polite, apology, mmm mm, yes I know, yes m'am, no sir mode.

I hate who I've allowed myself to become.

I don't want to be skinny.  I just want to live my life with honesty and no apologies.


Thank you everyone.

posted by: blytheswideshut at March 31, 2006 21:48 | link | comments (3) |

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#1  01 April 2006 - 03:35

 

Karyn I am glad for you! You are an amazing person, don't forget that.

joelene
misocrafty.com

Anonymous

#2  01 April 2006 - 14:25

 

excellent! i'm happy that you're happy with yourself. i, too, fall into the uber polite mode, too. but i've begun to change that. people are put off at first, but you know what? too effin' bad!

Anonymous

#3  08 April 2006 - 07:26

 

You're gorgeous Karyn!

Anonymous

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